When Doing Laundry..

maddieavenue @ 2008-10-04T17:56:00

2008-10-05T00:56:54Z

I'm stopping here for a while. Yeah.

x_x x_x still x_x

2008-10-03T06:58:04Z

There's something wrong with livejournal. But whatever, here I am updating.

I've decided if I had to find someone to hate at this present moment. The first name I would come up with would be James Jim Gleeson. That low grading C muthafucka really pisses the hell out of me. My dad would say that is such unladylike behaviour. It is anyway.

After practically digging the way through the A.W Fraternity I have to bail out. I hate Thursday nights. Not to mention that my Dad has to arrive on the night I cram 4 hours of sleep and tons of work till the next day. I have no more bloody time to do anything that I normally do.

Ugh. Routines are wrong, but I'm not ready to mess things up.

Yay for progress grades so far. B- for Sketching (HA! The girl who can't draw shit probably kick "Mary's" ass, and 'someotherpeople." and B (84) for Marketing. Can I say its the highest in class? Hahaha. Near near. Even A.W got 70 (c) which made me SO surprised because he is A.W after all.

JJG did not give out P.G. I hate that man seriously. I cannot hate PM, it is not in my blood even though I have realised there is like zero (0.01 chance) hahaha.

My head hurts. But I am glad I have my microsoft for mac back. Thank GOD. I need to clear my applications and EVERYTHING so i can practically have a new MAC. :D

i love cleaning things. as not as its not so manual.

Sigh. My life is a bitch. I can't believe I'm missing the townsend rave right this MOMENT. At least I still have Tiff tomorrowwwww

help

2008-10-02T16:40:04Z

I just played the scary maze game and it scared the FUCK out of me. Till If forgot how upset I was about everything.

Thank God for the exorcist game to scare away everything i've been feeling since yesterday.

Right. Now with new fount fear in my heart I go forth to conquer the day. Hoping to NEVER see that fucking face again.

This time I can't curse anyone because I searched for it on google myself. Hahahahahaah!!!!

That was a killer and now I can laugh after I managed to close that idiotic window.

I love tofu sandwiches.

i wrote this when i was dead

2008-09-28T17:54:17Z

I am a bad student. hahahaah!!!!!!!!! seriously. I am a bad student...

I'm doing everything I'm not supposed to!! No photoshop. No photofilters. Changing photo's integrity.

hahahaha!!!!

Sorry James! Sorry Mike. No can do... I'm going nuts. I'm like listening to christmas songs... sick. weird. I can't wait for Christmas!!! We'll be with Uncle Bernard and everyone again!!! In hkkkk :D whoo hoo.

OK.

And my work. Is like. hahah wtf... the house ad is seriously like i dunno what. I'm gonna try Joe's tact and usage of words the first thing I get into class that day. I suspect the 'bringing yourself down' thing works to one's advantage for Jame's grading... Hmmm. SUspect. Shall try it out. And I am usually the victim because Joe comes in after me and continuously praises my work.. But WHO GETS THE A HUH. That man.......... (vicious)

ME next me next.

Um.

I have too many pictures to chose from for my photo essay.

And sometimes you want it to be good.

Not just good. like GOOD GOOD. Because.

I enjoy that class.

YA RIGHT.
ahahaha

denise's ulterior motives.

No please I'm so nice.

(HAH)

Im talking to myself.

I haven't READ A PAGE OF CHAPTER 3'S MARKETING YET. Damn it. But at least I finished that horrid 5 page essay for the focus group. I got 6/12 for my previous quiz. Tiff got 2. Ryan got like 7 and he was so pissed. It was way funny. He of all people shouldn't be pissed. With that scholarship. And with that hot bod. And with that face. Seriously. Tiff and I were talking about how he could Brad Pitt if he flunked out of school. He is THAT hot. But so Chace-like. Like a replica. Its funny how he's from Canada but not so laid back. Perhaps thats why he moved here.

I found out yesterday that Dominique changed majors. Adv was too tough. :(
MA HOMIE. hahaha freak im nuts.

I think Monica left. She hasn't turned up for ANY CLASS I have with her (Only 1 hahaha) but I don't ever see her around anymore. You're probably like' oh denise stop over-reacting. when there are over ten thousand students in school you can't just see her anytime. Then I'll say... We have clashing classes! So we take the shuttles at the same times and I tend to bump into her alot.

But. Anyway. So everyone is dropping like flies. Lindsey (CG), Katie, Monica (not confirmed, too lazy to ever call her) from Summer has crashed out. Out of the... ten of us? And where is Louis Nervarro. Hahahah. Comcast dude.

Whatever. I'm like talking SHIT.

In 5 mins... I'm gonna start reading that horrid book.

I promise. (hahahah)

I'm so tired. I wanna wake up early tomorrow and go to school (Sunday School, used in wrong context)

There is no Sabbath for art students.

I have almost no more room on my mac for any more stickers. hahahahaha!!!!

SERIOUSLY.

I am. CRazy.

I could not STOP talking about PM to Prerna today. The longest I didn't mention his name was for about ten minutes. TEN MINUTES out of like, four hours plus.

Imagine what my mind was like.

I did more panning shots successfully today. Very tight. Dig Photography class is awesome!

One min till im supposed to read that BOOK.

I am so tired. More ads to do tomorrow.

SABBATHHHHH~

I feel like buying my bag tomorrooooowwwww ~ I deserve it (haha. NO.)

I also feel like buying the octopus shirt from KR and wearing it to class. How awesome would that be?

Now. I am going to turn off my mac.

I am also sleepy. But work comes first. I need to do laundry.

my life is a mess. I bought cheese I ate potato salad for dinner. i love safeway and Lombard recognizes me now as the girl with the iPhone even though I told him ten times its an ipod.

X_X

2008-09-26T19:57:36Z

omgogmogmgomgogmogmgo. just when i was thinking of youknowwho he appear in the ML! I know he's also a student besides a teacher. But he's a grad student so he doesn't sit where the losers like us sit. but hahaahahahahahahahaha.

Thank GOD he didn't see me I only slept for 4 hours and I look a horrible mess like a fucking panda thats all gross and everything.

But this makes me want to sit here and continue staring at this space even though im done with my research and only need to go home and start doing my work now.

ahhhhh life is so unfair. why only when i am leaving does he come. hahaahaha. this is shit funny.

SO. My nazi room is looking quite fine. The workshop of Adam's was stupid and lame. Full of jocks who miss class on the normal days which is why they attend his sessions.

right now. My tummy is digesting itself I have no fucking idea why but its damn pain... sighhhh

i have been rejuvenated !!!!!!! :D Back to work..... I really wanna sleep. My fucking model is not calling me back UGH

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-25T23:12:00

2008-09-26T06:13:02Z

HE IS NOT MARRIED!!! IT WOULD BE AN UNFAIR WORLD.

x_x x_x still x_x

2008-09-26T05:09:15Z

Homework this weekend:

#1: Waldman's 3 Comp Ads for 'Same Underneath' Clothing brand in the style of David Carson; Art director and typeface designer due Tuesday, Digital Techniques One photoshop.
#2: 1 selection assignment as designed by AAU basics for Waldman due Tuesday, ditto as upstairs.
#3: One piece, One point perspective on an interesting room (eg. a normal room get a C, something interesting gets an A) -> I intend to do a torture chamber or Hitler's room. But i will not draw Eva Braun or his sickening mustache. Perhaps just a poster of him will do. Due Tuesday, Sketching for Communications.
#4: One big ass real estate Ad drawn only in Prismacolour Greyscale tone markers. Make it look pretty you might get a B. Make it look like shit you redo it. Make it a nice big assed house. Due Wednesday, drawing for advertising.
#5: Composition due for Digitial Photography for Advertising. Major big shoot out to be done during weekend with minimum of 120 pictures with (pretty not ugly) models for a suitable product.
#6:Marketing homework due on Thursday. 3-5 page essay on the Focus group we carried out today at Nichols Research Facility. Including Executive Summary, Intro, Objectives and goals, Findings on each topic (eg. Appearance, design, technology/software, New insights and suggestions on next generation iMac computers including info on Touch-screen monitors, Wall projectors, Cell Phone dock and then some, Recommendations for future company modeling of product and conclusion.
#7: Read Chapter 3 of Marketing an introduction by Kotler for Quiz.

Big whoop. I am not going to sleep ever again. I get high on the whole broadway musical thing. I'm almost done with my #6. I have seriously alot of work to do. The one I am still anticipating would be my shoot out. Partly because it is PM's lesson . (need to swoon)

I am so tired. Prerna doesn't believe Adam is gay. I swear the guy that's always lurking in class for fun is his boyfriend. She thinks that PM is married. hhahaaha (which just hit my last night that he might most possibly be)

Whatever. Springtime for Hitler and Germanyyyyyy~

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-25T10:40:00

2008-09-25T17:41:29Z

what a great start to my day!!!!! Its so odd how something so small can brighten up my day. :D He is SO ADORABLE. My weekend starts tonight. More like Workend...

High ho lets go. Marketing class ~

WHAT A NICE EMAIL. EVENTHOUGHTHERESNOTHINGNICEINSIDE

xx

2008-09-25T01:45:42Z

On school nights, it feels awkward not to update. So I shall because it feels as though I'll be throwing everything off and bring the school day to a closure (not the endless homework though.)

Today went awesome in a bad way. James Jim gave me a C even though it was an "A piece". Only because I didn't put the SIA logo and tagline. So I drop 2 grades. But he said if I gave it to him next week with the added tags he'll bring me up. So. Thank God. Bloody shit. No wonder there was a fucking little voice in my head telling me to do something about it....

When Steph said 'Oh you didn't know we had to make it into an ad?', it was like dropping a bomb onto my head. I knew, but I just DIDN'T realise. Like how weird it that??? There is something wrong with me. But thank you Cyyt for helping me chose which one to mount because everyone else mostly did silhouettes or figures. I'm proud. I'll be more proud when I get marked up. Next week next week.

Its quarterly grading period next week. So I decided I'm going to re-do my storyboard to get marked up. And this one as well (adding the tags and logo). Not to mention this weeks assignment of a real estate ad drawn in two perspective/ vanishing point, horizon line. This one is the most difficult as of present. Candice and I agree I'll probably not be able to catch a wink this weekend.

Then we had......... ____________ __________! Ahhhh. (spaz) I'm so sorry but he is really really really adorable. I hope no one from my class will ever read this because it would be the most disgusting embarrassing thing in the world. hahahahaahaha.

I always want to burst out when he says 'who the fuck are these people?' when calling roll.

I also found a better way to gain vision in class because the Macs block my face.

And looks like I'm not the only toy obsessor in class. Jeff was wearing a Labbit Kidrobot shirt today. And M said that he wanted to be a industrial designer at one point of his life because he loved them so much.

It just can't be helped. Today was good. M k L a Me!!!!!!!!! Like what the hell. It was so funny. E W I S? It was awesome.

Something must be wrong with me.

Compositions due next week... Ugh. I need to find a hot model to make my pictures look pretty. hahahaha. I have tons of fucking work.

Plus Waldman's 3 imitation ads for some clothing company and the usual assignment.

PLus tomorrows marketing hw and sketching hw.

Why must sketching be twice a week????

I have to read my sketching notes and study for tomorrow's quiz before the focus group field trip.

i have a new favourite song. I love pe2ny~

Work hard!!!!!!!!

-

"So you're just like Steven"

"Uh. I... Uh..Uh.. I..."

"yeah?" , "So you don't hand up your work, and Denise just sits there and.... (something along the lines of have spasms/laugh endlessly."

"what! Its funny."

hopeless silence.

People just don't even bother sometimes. it was hilarious. I'm bad.

I've changed more than I realised. Vicky would love me now.

xx

2008-09-24T02:52:52Z

I called Jeff Goldilocks today and he was so disgusted. "Yeah if Goldilocks had a beard."

And he was pissed that I wouldn't admit that my santa was actually a santa pirate till the end.

That girl at the back that has a high squeaky voice pissed me off so badly because her ads looked like (fucking) shit but still had the cheek to talk about others.

True that I didn't care about the concept. / Hardly thought about it. But Waldman was so happy that it was awesome graphically. Ha.

Prerna and I were so pissed at cleavage boob girl during sketching class. Its so annoying how she just KEPT DOING IT. She looked like. A turd. Worse I think. She was as bad as SWAG. Or worse. Honestly. She's just so fucking annoying. Can't believe she's in my major. But she's only a first semester student. -_-

Hahaha I'm in my second. Like thats so great. No its not. Just make her stop FLASHING IN CLASS ACROSS PRERNA AND I.

And we got pissed over the whole C grade thing. We think he (hahahah) should get a D at most for that kind of shit work.

I keep bitching about such things. Two people annoyed me today.

But I had tons of fun with the other nice people in my classes. :)

Stephanie, Candice, Sebas, Goldilocks, Jeff, Megan made me laugh so hard in class over the things they did. I don't know why it just became so funny. Actually... well. Nevermind.

During sketching class... no one talks. People hardly talk. I don't get it. They just stone and not draw as well as they probably could. Unlike Ryan, Israel, Yukie, the german girl i forgot her name. Those people are freaking awesome....

ok what an update. which i shouldn't.

thank GOD there is hardly any sketching homework. except reading. i love adam!!! yayness

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-23T10:27:00

2008-09-23T17:29:30Z

I realised I have a newfound obsession with bread.

Prerna and I laughed like shit yesterday when I told her all about B.

I love bread. I could eat it forever. And I have a good imagination.

I'm going to eat more bread. Perhaps with cheese or jam this time round.

All my cameras are here. Hello Denise stop spending money.

Bill is still uncontactable.

I don't think I 'owned' at TO candice. hahahahaha We'll see. But it went well.

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-22T10:33:00

2008-09-22T17:39:33Z

Thats right. I think you're making a mountain out of a mole hill. Like its such a great big change. Hello? can I say that you're a wimp now? You've always been the one to act so strong. Let me tell you its not big difference. Yeah it might be initially but you don't have to tell the whole world to gain their attention? All I think of right now is that you're trying your best to gain the sympathy of your friends. So what if you're half way round the world? Yeah like you didn't want it. Yeah, like you don't know how fortunate you are. Yeah and you're talking about how emotionally worn you are.

Sometimes I don't know what to think of you. You're able to preach like others but at the same time you can't carry out your own words. Its so conflicting to see people that are supposed to be something greater than they seem to be to fall.

Well. Whatever I don't care. I know I will still be by your side when you've settled down. It never matters that you bury me in the back and come back trying to help me out of darkness when its all light round us. Things have changed so much.

*

And you. You are the same. Always the same. Trying to provoke others. But this time I'm just gonna hang it up. :) Yeap yeap.

No effort you get no reward.

*

Lunch with Prerna today :D hahaahahah damn shiok la

BFF to the MUUUUX

2008-09-21T06:25:58Z

Can one la. Faith!

*

I'm aching all over. Yesterday was six packs, bruises, sprinting, jumps, drills, run and gun. It was crazy. I enjoyed it. I don't enjoy aching or breathlessness.

I am not number one. Possibly number two or three. Perhaps four. I need to believe in myself more/ be more egoistic about certain matters. It was good though. It was fast paced. It was an eye opener, it makes us look like losers in Singapore. We are in this way, when it comes to things like this.

I have so much to read, analyze, draw. I don't think I will read all of my assigned readings for digital tech. Sorry Waldman, don't use a bad word on me. But you'll use it in class anyway. I'm tired. I even bought a new paul today. It was so cute!

Rollover credit i love it and Bill is not contactable. I want my money back or I will do something.

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-19T11:51:00

2008-09-19T18:52:52Z

damn it im DAMN NERVOUS FOR THE T.O. AHHHHHHHH this is NOT GETTING FUNNY.

And cliff called me at like at 8am??? I was like ughhhh reject call.. hahahha. But then I couldn't get back to sleep. I cannot survive on 6 hours of sleep :(

homework awaits before T.O. Please don't let me look bad i realised I want it quite badly.

I always have this sickening urge to prove myself. SICK. Jim Gleeson would be glad. He likes angry people.

oops

2008-09-19T03:31:14Z

Today was better. NOT.

Or somewhat better at least. My egg got a C+.What the SHIT. But so did Jon and Perena, my two partners :D Why is Adam doing this.

Everyone keeps saying this 'If you get an A, you shouldn't be in this class"

ah helll.

I forgot to bring my phone again today. I thought I learnt my lesson yesterday. Especially when everyone started asking for my number today.... I had to ask them to miss call me and remember the timings. Damn it.

Thank God we have a field trip next week for marketing to a focus group (damn wicked :D) but we'll still have the test on Chapter 4 (omg so thicccck) and alot of questionaries and questions to bring for the field trip. We have to do sketching on the 3 figuressss. Adam likes my R method. I forgot whats it called. Ya right. If only he'll just give me a B for this one. Or an A. Which is almost impossible. But I'll try anyway.

Walked back from Townsend to 180 N.M, which only took me about forty minutes this time. Damn shiok to walk in the wind.

After printing my digital photography info and research for the greyscales I went to wallgreens to get tape for the T.O tomorrow. (OMGGG I'm starting to spasm like I was in sec one!) Theeeeen, I met Cliff there!!!! He's so adorable! Like a small little bear! No one can recognize me after my t.h.c. This is what it does to you. :D

Then it got all dark since is about eight (fall is comingggg!) so I walked home...

Which gets me to my story. (Climax, or not)

This faggot person tried to pick me up (I thought it was at least a man, because of the dim street lighting) then when I didn't reply that person (I was listening to Shinee on my ipod. lol), the person walked up into the lighting and it was a girl????? -____- I was like 'what the FUCK?' then I scurried off.

THEN! When I was nearing the loft of mixt greens, this guy on a bike kept saying HELLO TO ME BUT I THOUGHT I HEARD WRONGLY AND DIDN'T ANSWER. Then he started shouting at me because I couldn't hear through my music (hahahaha!) and said I was so boring and not adventurous???

WTFFFFF.

Then I ran off behind this woman that was at the traffic light.

That was funny in this gross way. America is full of pedophiles.

maxxxxxed outttt maaan. wish me luck for tomorrow's T.O. I don't think I told many people bout it. If it works out you will know... Because I won't stop bragging. hahahaha.

off to bathe---> THEN do sketching... ---? perhaps play with my new camera ---> sleep before tomorrows T.O

and now i need to find my handphone. where the heeeck is it.

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-17T21:31:00

2008-09-18T04:33:09Z

my 100 000 is gone fuc k fuc k fuck Merrill lynch thank YOU FOR being such an ASS making PEOPLE LOSE money when they're INVESTING happily in YOU. i am SO PISSED i am gonna forgo that gucci bag for as long as i can tol save up for investing ALL O VER FUCKING AGain. this fucking crisis is as bad as my pile of fucking homework.

i should be READING MY marketing book instead of completing waldman's homework but FUCK IT. im so FUCKING PISSED AT EVERYTHING WHCI HIS NOTHING.

ugh. nothing grapefruit juice CNANOT SOLVE PISSSSEDDDD WITH MY TYPOS

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-17T20:29:00

2008-09-18T03:31:32Z

IM FUCKING DYING I CAN'T STRUGGLE ANYMORE WITH THIS STRESSSSSSSS THAT IM CREATING MYSEFL DURING COLOUR AND DESIGN CLASS I WILL SERIOUSLY KILL SOMEONEEEEEEEE

ITS SO DAUNTING JUST THINKING OF THOSE FUCKING COMPTS FOR MY GREYSCALE AIRLINE AD. FUC KFUCK FUC KCJCISHBVSODFV DSJJVCBA bdcfjd fcjosD FBCNSDJOBCF NSJDOBFSKDFVJSBDKFHBVS DFHBS DBFNCHB SBCNSDB FNSBD FBJSVDFHSBD

and tomrorow is only marketing. im already stressing because im being a fucking turdddddddddd.

when i go back home i will SLEEP SO MUCH and HAVE SO MUCH FUN TILL I DIE.

BUT THATS IN DEC. arjdhfgvodsjfgmdl fuccccccck ok study hard study study work work worrrrrrk

Ask

2008-09-18T01:50:17Z

Do not try to decipher.

Today wasn't that great, but I know I will try my best to survive. JG gave someone an A? I know he has high e but still he has to learn how to c with it sometimes? I know I'm probably really s when it comes to things regarding this and i know I am required to s up a n. I r got to t h. But I admit I did m some stuff. What on e was I thinking b the whole thick p thing? That was such an A mistake! It just made me look like an s c. So v.

But my r was to w h. Honestly. I promise. I will make it work because I want to s o.

More importantly. PM's lesson after was f awesome. It was dead boring to alot of people and I got totally l in some of his i. But is it just me or does the whole p thing make me think that he is damn c in so m areas? He really d look like a p in so m areas.

PM totally picked on me and admitted it cos of the colour (white balance) settings. F t idiotic N PNS camera. I need the C to Come now. NOW. Because I am eager.

P is daaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmn ccccccccccccccc. I realised that I d n g to look like h or c or something. and i kind of l n? Or O M! OMG because First it was D.C? Then W.P (Who plays G.G) fucking thing. I can't b that i am i o m????????? ewwwwwww. i know i don't care b t a? But the whole c thing is very i to me? truthful b c? ugggggh hahaha. cccc

And Hunter (love the name soooo awesome) had WB like me too. So we became comrades. LOL.

MoSTTT IMportantly... Its so d when MW says like f, s, or something b. Whereas when PM says it I just want to l o l?

And I am p out on some damn g supposedly f y but tastes more like f i c.

I feel damn u b t c? I r need to start being muthafucking g soon. And show how m s i can be.

i t on c. seriously. I realise I do because I get angry so easily when I am not the best.

the fuckin f y is melting shit loads. fucking thing.

and i'm not that happy but its not the end yet. i shall continueeeee

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-16T23:30:00

2008-09-17T06:31:39Z

I SWEArrrr i will not be able to sleep if I continuously feel happy. and/or continue talking to vanessa. hahahhahaa.

i am so hooked on grapefruit juice, oatmeal and smucker's blueberry jelly. :D life seems to be so good right now. I don't know when I made it seem to difficult before.

But before you know it, I will be cursing about me day. I just KNOW IT.

Oh dear me my me my my me

2008-09-17T04:44:43Z

I keep updating! I know! But I feel so excited to update. Which is very odd but it doesn't matter.

MWaldman's class was spent hearing some old lady (seemingly old) teach photoshop and it was so hilarious after it was over because her monotonous and raspy voice generated comments like "Gawd. This makes me want to quit smoking." / "Was that woman old?" / "She sounded really old."/ "Hey Michael do you know her?" / "Is she your good friend?" And I couldn't stop laughing because they sounded so serious! We also did more of selections and alpha channels. He admitted that his 'crack' was techno and Eazy and I couldn't stop laughing. Not to mention he kept using words like 'fuck you. fuck this'/ 'shit ass'/ 'the biggest fuckin shit eva'/ 'dope' which sounded so wannabe it became funny. I think he's quite a great guy but he really tries very hard to be a good teacher (and sort of fails.) Jeff mentioned that he has a roxy bag outside Lee's when he walked past. I didn't know how to feel. Jeff said "Maybe he didn't know". Who doesn't know things like this? I'll give him the benefit of the doubt and think it's his boyfriends/girlfriends.

He pounded us with a crazy load of homework. 3 comps for any product based on any one of the three taglines given ("Got Milk?"/ "Now thats sticky!"/ and some "form beyond function" one which sounds so futuristic, based on the work of Makoto Shinto. (Making us copycats...)
Eazy said he wanted to do a condom brand for "Now thats sticky". Which is so him.
And he kept hounding me when I wanted to take pictures of Waldman's book.

Eazy: "You know its good. Admit it. You know its good."
Me: "It cost me a hundred bucks"
Eazy: "WHAT? But it does look that good"

Talk ABOUT AN EGO BOOSTER. Hahahaha I super love Cindy. I'm so going back :D

*

Dominique kept saying 'he couldn't do it' because he's not skilled enough. After he found out I was in marketing class he screamed 'can you help me do number two' and I shouted 'no'. hahahaha. Which made me feel bad but I taught him how to do it. :D I can teach you but I can' do it for you.

OMGOMGOMG I MISTOOK V'S MUM FOR A PIANO TEACHER BUT ACTUALLY HER MUM IS HAVING LESSONS ??

I don't know why I find it so cute and funny at the same time.

THE failure of my egg shadowing.

Cooking eggs is NOT easy. It cracks almost instantly when put into the water. I know I am not supposed to transfer it directly from the fridge to the boiling water but I'm so pressed for time since the drawing is due on Thursday. And I have Marketing class on Thursday morning before sketching. So my Wednesday night and Thursday morning will be spent studying for our weekly quiz.

I wasted 4 eggs. My first egg was actually a success because I left it in the pot before I started boiling the water. But when I fished it out, it dropped onto the floor and crackkkked. My second egg cracked when I dropped it in because it slammed into the bottom of the pot. All the egg white was floating out in the water. I tried to blow the egg (based on Adam's suggestion) and it was so fucking disgusting. It made me feel so cannibalistic (not even carnivorous) with yoke on my lips. Well. It cracked because I blew too hard. My fourth egg cracked instantly when I transferred it from the fridge to the pot.

Anyway. I kept the first and used some other one which was partially all broken up. hahahahaha.

I threw the two of them in the fridge in case I wanted to redo it (ya right.)

*

Now. Vanessa is complaining to me how her Mum refuses to let her go to the Rihanna and Chris Brown concert in Australia. Which sounds remotely funny to me because I have no time to go to concerts at present. Even though all the hot people in the world are touring right now. Like John Mayer (swoons). The not so once in a lifetime opportunity but... My job as a student is first priority. (sad!)

And I wanna go for the Taiko Dojo 40th Anniversary Concert at Berkeley in Novemberrrrrr. (5 % chance to go at present with current work load)

*

I sat next to... Damn I forgot her name in class. But she's really nice. I keep thinking her name is Ashiya but I think that is because I have been thinking of that dumb manga that I read a month ago. Her name can't be Ashiya but it starts with an A since she's from India.

Then she told me I was allowed to go for the boat party but because you're below 21 you can't drink. California is being really gay about this whole age limit thing. Like we don't drink even though we're not supposed to. -_- Nevermindddd.

I can't wait for Halloween to come!

ANYWAY. My Bart and Homer passed because Adam was happy that I tried! :D And from the looks of things, he was pretty glad. I just can't imagine a shadow but thats better now.

*

Presentations tomorrow during Drawing for Ad class. And for Drawing for Dig. Photography.

My cameras are come on Thursday and next Tuesday respectively. yessssssss~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ! Happyyyyy.

It feels damn gross to be happy.

And Candice said she's going on Friday too!!! :D (Thanks to Candice, Candice is going with me on friday! 謝謝你的關心！) :D So that was kinda not bad.

Very pleased with my nice emails and messages despite your As and exams. :D And those bewildered replies on facebook (except for Josh's) were funny too!

I am sickeningly happy. Please don't burst my bubble now.

Maybe when JIm sees my storyboard tomorrow he'll be like 'this is wrong' then I'll be sadddddd.

hahahaha. :D OK enough!

I love drawing when listening to Frank Sinatra's Thats Life. It makes me feel so sad in this nice way.

maddieavenue @ 2008-09-15T21:25:00

2008-09-16T04:45:17Z

"Oh Happy Day!" I suddenly thought of that song in some movie. Was it Sister Act? I remember Lynn really loves that show.

I was thinking, would it be right of me to say that 'Bad things will happen to bad people?" What happens when something bad happens to me? It shows that I'm bad. Hahhaa. Which is partially accurate. Everyone has a bad a good side to them. It just depends on how others can see it.

The afternoon was damn SHIOK today. Totally worth the hundred bucks. I would go back any day!

Wait till Eazy sees it tomorrow. He keeps saying he's 'egg-cited' which doesn't make sense because it doesn't really concern him.

I dread schoollllll. The next 3 days will be HELL. But I have to be optimistic, like Candice says.

If you received an email from me, it shows that I was so excited I had to share it when my greatest pals!!! I was NUTS this afternoon when I got home. I didn't show it to Yew or Vanessa though cos I know they'll be like, CHEY. Or maybe like 'EHHHH ewwwww" hahaha.

I dread school! Send me back EMAILS NOW. now NOW. :D

I swear I feel like a new person!

mwaldmanl's lesson tomorrow. Ugh. I hope it'll be better than the previous. Jambaing with Ez before but I think I'm more of a 'starbucks gal' ahahaha. And I feel like eating oatmeal and pot stickers before lessons tomorrow.

Which is so ironic because it doesn't make much sense....

i need to sleep. be beautiful!

^_^

2008-09-15T04:54:09Z

When I look up to the sky, it reminds me of home. I miss home not for what it is, but for everything it is not. Somehow, no matter how much I may complain, I am still loyal to the original. It just is. But I am here on my mission :)

The man on the moon would've been proud of me.

time to die

2008-09-14T01:04:27Z

Seriously. Some things have got to give.

Well. I am barely surviving the bewilderment of the Starbuck's Annual report, all seventy five pages of it and its Management's Discussion and Analysis of Financial Condition and Results of Operations. Perhaps even the Chairman's message revolving around gas and resources does stump me a little. So that filled up my morning, trying to pretend I understand the meaning of equity securities and even threw in my view on the possibilities of the US sub-prime effectively affecting sales. Or how they should step back and go slowly as I believe the sub-prime is not over.

I just hope when a Shawn Elson (professional dude) reads it, he won't scream 'What the fuck?'
It would so change my impression of his nice demure (not really) behaviour, and since I like his warm and bubbly self... Lets just hope nothing bad will happen.

I don't even know why we have to do such difficult things. Fine. I know why, but who knows about such things?

*

So after jamming the school printer (I used up one whole block of printing paper. Thank God it's free.) , Bill told me he couldn't return the four hundred bucks to me till Wednesday. Yeah. That's okay.

Collected pictures for Mike's Photography Class. I still have panning, juxtaposition, Symmetrical, frame within a frame and rule of thirds to take. And printing, and mounting.

And Jim's 4 storyboards on Daniel Powter's Bad Day. And printing, and mounting.

Not to mention my 3D shading of Bart and Homer that looks like shit. Which is due on Tuesday.

In Spring I will take mostly Liberal Arts classes to make up for this shitty semester. Shitty Shitty Semester. I can just imagine how I will crawl on the floor during Mid-term or Finals this Fall. Ugh.

Well. At least I have a puppet.

I haven't had a decent sleep in a week. I need to finish my work so I can sleep. I need to do it well too. Only Sunday and Monday left.

Oh my GAWD.

(and, I can't be bothered with the way you treat me because if you were to ask me right now, I'd just tell you to fuck off because I'm forgotten every single thing about you.)

o

2008-09-13T05:55:28Z

Today was like "damn it" because there isn't a reason. I just kept saying that word because things didn't go out that nicely. Like its so bloody difficult to find a decent model. It just looks wrong. Everything looks wrong.

I like this one though. Out of focus is really my thing for P&S Cameras. Since the DSLR is only come next week, I'll survive through this assignment with the P&S. I'm barely reading my Marketing book because its getting really tough and I'm just not in the zone for in.

Ya right. Since when I need to be in the zone to study.. Tonight. Tonight. Just before I sleep. Again.

Dinner at Buzz and Elki's place is always nice. I love the humour because its so real.

Almost completed with my storyboard for Jim's Class. He is almost as scary as David Wong. Or better because he is strict (industry standards, fine) but nice.

I'm drawing this nerd guy that gets rejected. Hahahahah! The lyrics for my song come from Bad Day by Daniel Powter. It so gay~

I just wanna wake up to a brand new day again without having to worry about work, or life, or you.

I realised that some part of me still get jealous. Its so disgusting to like someone you barely know. Barely enough to know their face, but enough to know their heart. I hate that because you know it won't change. Or the fact that I am one million miles away. And I need to jolt down that the way Josh says his name is super nice and soothing, unlike the way Candice says it (!) heh.

Off to bathe. Its eleven. Well. Eleven. Things change when you stay alone.

planning

2008-09-12T03:03:22Z

"The Canon 40D is a great camera. I don't know what lenses you have already, but I would consider getting a professional quality lens since your camera is not entry-level. The Canon EF 24-70mm f/2.8L USM would be a awesome for the 40D. The focal range (24-70mm) gives you decent wide-angle to telephoto range, while the f-stop (f/2.8) makes it a really fast lens allowing a lot of light into the camera. It's pricey, but it's what professionals use, and it should last you a very long time. It will also fit on higher-end Canon SLRs (assuming Canon doesn't change the mounts), if you ever decide to buy an even nicer camera.

Canon EF 24-70mm f/2.8L USM
$1200

If you do buy this lens, also consider getting a protective filter ($20) for it. The filter will protect the surface from dust and scratches.

Thanks,

Mike"

This guy is so tight! Complete photography junkie. It makes me wanna get an Oregon shirt with the small little tree below it. Not much relation there. Perhaps because he graduated from there or something. I always wanted that Oregon shirt but after seeing Zac Efron wear it, I kinda ditched that idea.

The shop said my camera is only being shipped next week. So I will struggle with the point and shoot for these assignments.

Thursday night. My favourite! The end of the week (in my context.)

Which remains the whole idea of homework...

Digital Techniques 1: brush colouration (DONE :D) due Tuesday.
Sketching for Communications: Bart and Homer Simpson's transformation to 3d using shadows (ahhhh!) due Tuesday
Drawing for Advertising: Name portfolio worksheet due and song lyrics storyboard mounted on black board
Drawing for Photography: ten vertical shots using the ten principals of digital photography mounted on black board
Marketing Strategies: Research on SO MANY THINGS, ESSAYS omggggg, read chapter 2 (how many million pages is this?)

I swear I just wanna puke when I think of how much work is to be done.

I have today night. friday, saturday, sunday, monday. Which is, not really alot.

*

Mike made me laugh during Marketing today. We were both shouting across the tables because it was so noisy. Tiffany was like "babies can go to the over 18 clubs. I'll bring you. But I'm the oldie." or something along those lines. It was so wacky. And Shawn Elson is so warm and friendly you almost forget you're in the dreadful marketing class.

Well. Off to bathe and then do my work. I need to practice sketching my 3d cubes in angles too. My weekend dreams are almost tossed out the window. :(

And Mike said the lens is 1200? -_- I'll think about it after working with the one I'm getting.

Wellllll. Fine. Work awaits.